It seems like I just don't have a bunch of time to be a woman. My time is torn between being a wife and a mother. I don't feel like I don't know who I am. I feel like I am being the best I can be by fulfilling my calling to be a wife and mother. That is who I am. That is who I will always be. I hope when I die that people will remember me as just that, a good wife and a good mother, maybe even a good friend. I don't remember who I used to be, but is that bad? I think I am a better person now. I don't want to go back to who I was. I want to move forward and continually change and mold myself to who God wants me to be.
I know I must find time for little things, a woman's razor, a little make up, a sexy smile for my husband. I will try to find moments to remember that in being a mom and a wife I am all woman.
